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[Apr. 15th, 2005|11:42 am] |
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I FOUND MY PHONE!! GO ERIK GO....Anywho...Due to recent epiphanys this is going to be my last Live Journal entry. Much love to the LJ world out there, no hate intended to those who continue....If you need or just plain want to talk to me i have my phone, and if i want to talk to you then you have my number. If not you know where i work or live. What im getting at is, if by some freak chance your wanting to talk to me, i have a phone and im sure you do too...so use it cause im tired of paragraph long conversations that take 24 hours to get a reply....plus the phone is just so much more....i dont know what, but its got something a computer doesnt have....Time for good byes....now i gotta figure out who reads this...ok...Ben, your a weird mother fucker but you sure can keep a convo alive...Jess, Alls well that ends well right, ok so i dont know what that means but i hope everythings cool wherever you might be at. Britney, i probably just spelled your name wrong but please refrain from angries, congrats on your prom date and keep on keepen on....I believe that leaves one person...Nicole, havent seen you or Hunter in a while but hope alls goin well like i know its not lol, Enjoy your new apartment....Anyone else who i forgot, well theres a reason, its either that i dont like you or just cant remember you right now, you can pick wichever makes you feel better about yourself.Well everyone good bye, much love, and i hope we all make it to at least 20...after that your on your own |
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[Apr. 14th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
Im at work listening to music on Yahoo and this song came on so i thought i would share it with you all...
Here is the money that I owe you
So you can pay the bills
I will give you more
When I get paid again
I hate those people who love to tell you
Money is the root of all that kills
They have never been poor
They have never had the joy of a welfare christmas
I know we will never look back
You say you wake up crying
Yes and you don’t know why
You get up and you go lay down
Inside my baby’s room
I guess I’m doing ok
I moved in with the strangest guy
Can you believe he actually thinks
That I’m really alive
I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will
Yes, I know all about that other guy
The handsome man with athletic thighs
I know about all the times before
With that obsessive little rich boy
They might think you think you’re happy
Yeah maybe for a minute or two
They can’t make you laugh
No they can’t make you feel the way that I do
I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will
I know we can never look back
Will you please let me stay the night
No one will ever know
I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a new life |
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| Its not the destination but the ride there that counts |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|11:54 am] |
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| |  look at my little blue man | ] |
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| | Jimmy Eat World - The Authority Song | ] |
Mixed feelings....
im happy, im sad, but im ok...im alive
im confused but who isnt
im not angry
i just want to know the truth
want to know why
want to know to much i guess...
More confused than anything
I take that back
For the first time in a while im happy with just being me.... I know who I am now and i remember who i was then...I know everythings going to be ok...Im gona be ok...I thought i was alone...I know im not...I might not have that "someone special", im might never have that again....but theres a good chance ill have something before i die...Im young and think this little town and my little life are all that exists but theres so much more....and im gona find it damnet, and im gona have one big ass smile on my face the whole time.... |
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| Look at My Little Blue Man |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|11:48 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Reel Big Fish - Trendy | ] |
I LOST MY PHONE! thats the biggest news i got....well besides the fact that i can spray popcorn on a ceiling. go me go me...up and coming events.....nothing in April....i dont think...May....J-Mamas Birthday(Jessie), Bob Schneider concert - fuckin rock your grandmas socks off...prom & graduation neither effect me but woowhooo for all those going....and thats about all she wrote. Yea i forgot im moving out but you all know that. Ive also decided what my next pet is gona be, as soon as i move out, im getting a Wolf. Yes a real wolf, it will be trained to kill Mexicans and Snakes...i dont like either to much. If anyone knows of any concerts comin around please post...unless they are gay then dont...tahts the concerts not the person posting...so if your gay you can post...but im not gay...i love boobs |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|11:49 am] |
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Ok soooooooo yesterday was a bad day in the world of me. On to better things....i can lay tile now...yay thats exciting....yea well theres all the updates in my life....oh yea im tryin to get a motorcycle, now all i have to do is learn how to budget |
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[Apr. 11th, 2005|11:07 am] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Reel Big Fish - Fuck Yourself | ] |
IM pretty sure that no matter who you are you always turn down the best advice anyone gives you. See you dont know its the best advice until something happens and your going damn, i shoulda taken that advice. Sooo....damn i shoulda taken your advice Neil. Yea i didnt want to hear it, and who ever wants to hear whats best for them if its not what they want, but man you were right. So i said it wouldnt hurt...and if it did it would be worth it...i was wrong like you said lol...but you never really said i was wrong, you just gave me the advice and left it at that. Gotta say i really appreciate it. Shitty weekend, shitty week, shitty Monday....actually it was all good until about 10 this morning than everything just went down the shitty path. Its werid really. See im not mad at you like id like to be, im just pissed at myself for knowing where it was going and doing nothing about it...just letting you play the game again knowing in the end i wouldnt win but always keeping that lil glimmer of hope...oh well...you win some, you lose some but life goes on right? Movin into my own lil home in a couple of weeks. Kick ass for me right...sure.....if your nice you can come over......ok so its not a lie but its also not the truth, funny thing it didnt come out of my mouth this time. Tiki bar with my dad Sat, gotta love diet coke and a nice breaze. Went to school with our waitress, reminds me of my cousin, weird lol, ok well in the beggining there was God and God said hey Bob(God's friend), wanna play a game where we torture the shit outa these toys until they die. Sure says Bob, but i wanna be on the dark side |
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[Apr. 5th, 2005|01:58 pm] |
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| | Because of you - Unwritten Law | ] |
Today i was thinking about stories that im gona be telling my grandchildren and this is what i came up with...ok so first im gona have to explain Plumpy on my arm and what Candy Land is and why you play it on a board and not tv. While im doing this my grand kids are probably going to be swinging from the holes in my ears havin a gay old time. But the one story im looking forward to telling is about when grandpa met a goddess. He just started going to East Ridge at the time and was at a baseball practice when one of his friends came walking over with this perfect being in a soccer jersey. Grandpa fell in love immediately with the Goddess with eyes like sunflowers and a smile brighter than diamonds....and well theres more but i cant tell all you people out there until im actually a grandpa...sooo much love and i'll be lookin forward to the end of this story in about 50 sum years. |
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[Apr. 4th, 2005|01:45 pm] |
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Last night i had the falling dream...but you were there to catch me...so considering my size you must be stronger than i thought lol. |
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| Rest of My Life |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|12:34 pm] |
Am I the only one that feels alone
Though, all is home
Emotions flow
Am I the only one that hears the tears run down my face
Would anybody recognize at all
[Chorus:]
Cause I know
I'm so slow
But I'm trying
And I'm still dying to know
Say you won't leave for the rest of my (life)
Life's the only thing that deals the pain
Like pouring rain
Breeding hate
And I don't wanna do no wrong
My God, it's been so long
Please comfort me
Before I go insane |
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[Mar. 31st, 2005|08:41 am] |
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My lil brother just got two of those mini motorcycles...they fuckin rock! I got to ride the "hog" last night and the beast actually hit around 45...then i ate a bug and decided i didnt like it anymore lol....Nothin new goin on for the most part, always alot on the ol mind but some things neve change i guess. I saw my old baseball team the other day...still suckin that ass....the good ol days lol. Well much love to everyone, and Britt...i beg to differ on the whoa, but he is cool beans. Much love to all (and a little more to you know who) |
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[Mar. 29th, 2005|12:51 pm] |
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ALmost forgot, I got a tattoo this weekend, THANKS JESSIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Mar. 29th, 2005|12:37 pm] |
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Nice day outside and im stuck at a desk for another 4 1/2 hours. Not as bad as i make it out. GOing to another ER lacross game tonight. GO EMMY! Thats my sister for those who didnt know..but you probably did but oh well. Someone tried to fight me last night...kinda funny. I made weird faces at the guy until he thought i was crazy....so in the end i got a good laugh and no bruised knuckles. Ashley found me yesterday before work....I can honestly say im a little freaked. I pulled into my lil parking space and out of no where a gold mustang comes screaching into the parking lot. I got some cd's and letters. Cd's were nice and i didnt read the letters. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE....anyways how are you? So whats new with you? Hope all is well wherever you are, call if you wanna. If not...bang band, truck just backfired outside.......HAVE A NICE DAY :) |
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[Mar. 28th, 2005|12:16 pm] |
Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
Swing life away |
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[Mar. 25th, 2005|10:44 am] |
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All i want to do is scream until i turn blue |
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[Mar. 24th, 2005|10:14 am] |
Woke up with a bang
And a bug on your face
It crawled in your mouth
And gave you a taste of
The good life you left behind
But i think you're gonna be fine
Somebody loves you
And you're gonna make it through
This nagging malaise
Is more than a phase
It feels like a job
But no boss ever pays you to lay there
And think how you'll die
While the tears start to well in your eyes
Somebody loves you
And you're gonna make it through
One more saturday
All alone through the night
You've got to be sure
When you turn out that light
That it's going to turn on again
You've got to be your good friend
Somebody loves you
And you're gonna make it through |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|03:07 pm] |
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Does anyone know who i am? |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2005|05:11 pm] |
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Ok this is part 2 of the ABC riddle. Boy B loves Girl C...where it goes from there no one knows |
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| Solve this..... |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|09:27 am] |
Girl A "loves" boy B. Boy B is in love with girl C. Girl C loves boy B, but likes boy D. Boy D likes girls A and C.
So....who's happy?
Figure this one out and let me know, or stay tuned for the answer. |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|12:37 pm] |
"Give up the grudge
Shut your fuckin mouth
Why do you gotta judge everybody but yourself
Take a look around you there aint nobody home
I may be a loser but at least im not alone"
Every time i feel like shit or i feel like i have no friends i just remember my dear friend Nicole. Buddy you absolutely kick ass, never forget that.
she grew up with
the children of the stars
in the hollywood hills and the boulevard
her parents threw big parties
everyone was there
they hung out with folks like
dennis hopper, bob seger, and sonny and cher
she feels safe now
in this bar on fairfax
and from the stage I can tell that
she can't let go and she can't relax
and just before
she hangs her head to cry
I sing to her a lullaby, I sing
everything's gonna be all right
rockabye, rockabye
everything's gonna be all right
rockabye, rockabye
rockabye
she still lives with her mom
outside the city
down that street about a half a mile
and all her friends tell her
she's so pretty
but she'd be a whole lot prettier
if she smiled once in a while
`cause even her smile
looks like a frown
she's seen her share of devils
in this angel town
But, everything's gonna be all right
rockabye, rockabye
everything's gonna be all right
rockabye, rockabye
rockabye
I told her I ain't so sure
about this place
it's hard to play a gig in this town
and keep a straight face
seems like everyone here's got a plan
it's kind of like nashville with a tan, but,
everything's gonna be all right
rockabye, rockabye
everything's gonna be all right
rockabye, rockabye
everything's gonna be all right
rockabye, rockabye
everything's gonna be all right
rockabye, rockabye,rockabye, bye, bye
bye, bye |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|08:25 am] |
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It's amazing how many knives one person can have in their back and still be alive |
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